Blissful every single second

Time flies, people changed and people come and go.

The summary of Feb 2009;

The beginning of the month was so stressful and had few emotions broke down.
But thanks to God, it ended well. My results turned to be very good and I was overwhelmed as the hard works paid.

Owh, forget to mentioned that, I have started my part time job at my Business School. My superior and the manager are very supportive and warm. I love my job now..even though the role is too simple which doesn’t require your brain, but I still noticed that I still used some parts of it because in every tasks that u do, u need to have good time management and proper planning.

The job only takes me about 1.5hours-2 hours (Even though we are required to work for 3 hours).

Anyway, I have also received my first salary!!At least I can use some of the money to buy jacket that I have always wanted. Yes, I did buy ZARA coat!Wohooooaaa

Don’t think that I can afford to buy stuffs from ZARA in Malaysia even though I earned RM 4.3k per month.

Oh ya, I managed to patch things up between my sisters in Manchester. Well, being as an eldest sister to them, I couldn’t run away when someone ask for a help. Luckily, the confrontation ended well..and the bond between us grows stronger.

Erm, When we faced difficulties in our life, we will turn to someone for an opinion right? I just don’t know why, I started to contact my ‘Abg Long’ who is in Malaysia. I haven’t contacted him for a quite long time..even when he came to London, I didn’t give him a call when he sent warmest regards to me via my aunty.

He’s much older than me..about 5 years. I think that was the reason when I called him for an opinion, he sounded so brotherly and talked softly with his voice. At first I felt a bit ashamed because, I was trying to avoid from him last year..but then I came back to him. Our conversation was relating to my visa problems and with his help, he managed to calm me down.

That’s what big bro does right? :D Hopefully, the friendship we have, will grow stronger each seconds.

With his advise, my uncle’s and discussion with my parents, finally, I found the verdict to all the puzzles.

There was another thing that has happened to me. While I was doing my tasks, suddenly I felt so stress about a guy whom I am friend with since my sophomore year. Suddenly, all his thoughtless and heartache words started appeared on my mind and I sent 1 text to him regarding that.

Later on, around 6am (Msia time), I received a reply from him. But I couldn’t bear pressing the button to read it, hence I asked my housemate to delete it on my behalf. I know if I deleted it by myself, I will read his message and tempted to reply to him back.

But since I don’t know what he wrote, I don’t bother. HEHEHEH
Am I a bad girl? Hope I’m not.

Nway, I’m still struggling to find the focal point to study for my exams. I only have 3 crucial months to go and that’s my final hope to accomplish my mission here.